Depressed..

I'm so depressed now.. i feel lyk everything is my fault.. though i know.. yea.. not all is my fault but i feel like mostly everything is i cause one.. somemore my studies.. im the worst of my frends.. i see them.. getting better and better grades.. mine lehz? getting worse and worse.. the ting is.. im depressed.. i haf this mind concept that one of my frend is veri unhappi.. i jus nid to talk to him.. jus nid to ask him if he is happi or not.. if he answers yes everything will be solved.. if not.. i reallie dunno wat i'll do.. probably jus break down.. most likely i will gif up on everything.. but now.. jus as my chem i finally haf confidence that i can pass.. i haf to rmbr this ting again.. jus as i start to get inspiration to study.. i get depressed again.. haiz.. i reallie dunno how lohz.. i nid someone to wake mi up.. no.. i nid to talk to him.. yea that's rite..