im reallie sorrie.. i mean it

ytd went to ps wif rox.. supposed to go wif kenneth and mich but cause i thought i culdnt go, but culd go, i asked rox to go wif kenneth meet mich instead, den rox didnt wan, so guess tt plan didnt work out..
aiyoz... why mi so bad? yepz.. instead of asking kenneth and mich too, i went alone wif rox to ps.. haiz.. the worst thing was that i knew that kenneth seriously wanted to go.. but how? wat's done is done.. jus that i haf to wait till mayb their anger nt so much le.. but i noe, im changed
since i started going out wif yr they alll, i've changed, instead of being considerate and thinking of others, putting others before myself i've become selfish, thinking of myself onli.. i dun care abt others le.. for those i've hurt, i dunno wat to do and that's the truth.. i'm me, i'm jus at loss whn someone is angry at mi, at loss whn i hurt someone.. that, i haf ta find back my nature
nt that i wanna sae that tt dunman sec grp is bad, they're nt.. real cool grp of guys.. haf fun, yea.. watever.. but i haf ta find someone who reallie cares.. i know of a few, but to remind myself in the future, mich is a gd frend
at least she tells mi whn im going bad, haha.. i am.. so, jess. or xi wen.. i hope that my nature comes back.. go backt who i was b4.. go back to less bad.. and live everidae with a consious guiltfree mind.. haha.. okie.. if mich u ever see this, thanks a lot for that reprimandment.. thanks..
nxt.. exams.. AHHH.. okie. so far my results are ups and downs.. listed below
chemistry => B4
Social Studies => A2
Chinese => B3
Physics =>D7
E math => A2
A Math => C6
i tink that this is reallie ups and downs.. in sch jus now i cried whn i got back my compre.. why? cause i failed it.. i dun get it.. i love english so much but im getting worser and worser.. wat's up wif mi??? haiz.. hope that this changes.. i reallie hope so.. but luckily for the others its okie.. jus that my a maths.. i also dunno why get so low.. mayb i didnt study gd enuff.. im lyk. half satisfied wif my results onli.. so hols im gonna work harder.. hope that i can do betta nxt yr, o lvls nxt yr!!!
Last ting.. ya noe, i reallie think that the three musketteers haf drifted apart.. all of us changed and seemed to go further and further each dae.. wat can i do but to shelf this prob? haiz.. hope that soon, veri soon, God can bind us back to who we were b4, teaching us good frm wrong.. i reallie hope so.. and i will do my best to let bring back the frendship and trust the frends had.. i reallie hope so..