these few daes..

aiya.. also dunno why.. these few daes my feelings are like suddenly veri happi.. suddenly veri sad.. mayb cause there is sth that i haven settled? i dunno.. i cant put my mind to anything.. wake up also still so tired.. haha.. hmm.. mus drink more chicken essense! haha..
also dunno wat to write reallie.. its lyk.. gt lots and lots and LOTS of things to write.. but whn i turn this on it all goes right outta my mind.. cant stand it.. xin hen fan.. haha..
anyway.. nth a gd slp cant cure.. izzit?
AHH.. i know wat is the problem le.. everytime someone tell mi abt that maple story ting i become irritated.. mus be the game's fault.. HUMPH.. i gt plae b4.. whr gt nice? but so mani ppl go plae.. aiya.. nt my prob mi care so much for wat? nt my prob.. i dun haf to care..
AHHHH... I DO CARE.. WHY MUS I CARE SO DARN MUCH? *conflict inside mi*
chances gone can nvr return.. izzit?
grasp wat u haf.. huh?
you'll nvr know until u try... wat??
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! MY DARN HEART IS MAKING MY SENSIBLE MIND IRRITATED.. FINE.. FEELINGS BE THAT WAY..
note to self : okie.. i'm seriously losing it..