faith

i'm not realli sure wat i wanna sae todae.. haha.. let's talk abt todae's event then..
yepz.. todae i went to do urshering in a event! and it is called CARTOON OFF RECORDS! that's rite.. it's OFF.. haha.. realli off okie..
first we started with games.. games was good, but mayb the passing of parcel a bit weird de.. and also we had other games like human bingo and scavager hunt.. it was kinda fun.. but i tink can be funner! haha.. hopefully nxt time can haf more exciting games!
and then it was the drama!! actualli.. the script was veri funni.. and it was reallie veri funni.. onli haf one part the prince forgot his words.. but it was covered up veri nicely, good job! i tink after that everyone had a good time, and that the photo taking at the end was just right to round off the event.. i think those who put in effort in the whole thing deserves praise and that visitors realli got the idea that we're a bunch of fun ppl! haha..
too bad i'm not part of those that can help out with the thingie though.. *sniff sniff* haha.. i like veri slack.. always do nothing..
yepz.. i'm a slacker..
oh yea.. todae haf cme and the survey shows that i'm a prioristiser and a slacker.. yepz.. i prioristises veri well, doing it is another matter..
i always try to do my best but my work always get covered or taken away by other ppl.. mayb my life i'm supposed to be like that.. to onli be the helper, never the leader.. i know that i can lead.. haha.. actualli i dun..
they say 'dang shi zhe mi pang guan zhe qing", so maybe that's right.. others can see that i'm weak in leading, weak in taking things by the head.. so i dun get leadership roles..
but.. like wat i haf always said in my other posts.. i believe that i can change my destiny, that i can shape my character to be better.. no more long faces, no more sad hearts.. if i allow myself to sink in my depression, surely i'll go round and round and never get to my goals! i know that God would want mi to be better, to be like Him.. haha..
now i realized how it is to love ppl, it is to wanna do everything for that person and when i find out that i haf done nothing while another who also loves Him has done so much, i will actualli feel pain in my heart..
But, as long as i haf faith i haf no worries.. and i am sure that my faith is strong.. if there is one thing good abt mi, it is that my faith is firmly rooted into my heart..
mUA hahahah!! okie.. i'm realli mad..
well.. haf faith! bb!