drifting with time

well.. on mon was prom nite.. quite oki.. actualli.. realli like nth, except that the disco part quite fun. haha.. yea.. i also dunno how to sae.. mayb nxt time i'll just post the pictures onto frendster or sth..
Actualli.. i'm not in the best of mood now.. cause well.. rox jus went to shanghai.. just now.. at about six? and jian kai is going to jap.. plus marcus going to beijing too on sat. dunno if i'll be meeting him before that, cause it seems like i'll have loads of things on. haiz..
But the things that i haf on, well.. one is the guitar thingie on fri.. and tmr is the cg.. i realli dun mind going to cg, but the thing is.. haiz.. mayb i realli have changed.
i dun wanna change.. but it seems lately that the more i try not to change, the more i change.. i am losing the things that made mi mi! i wanna smile happily but the more i try, the more i fail.. why?
or maybe it's just that now i'm not in the best of mood, that's why i'm saying such depressing stuff.. well.. hopefully tmr i'll be better. haha..
yepz.. i'm going to set a goal of fifty pages rite now.. yepz!