Well, I came back from the harmonica performance already. Actually, I came back quite long before, but have not came online until just before. I'm quite pleased with my performance, since I've once made a few mistakes. Oh yea, I played the piano accompliment. Been there since about 3.30 in the afternoon to help out, practice. The grand piano was nice!
So, after that I came home. I asked my mum if there was anything on Saturday, but then she said something about going borders. I know that most probably in the end we won't go anyway, but the thing is, if I insist on going out, then she would say a lot of things. Like how I don't care about them anymore. How can I convince her that I do care? I have no idea. But meanwhile, the guilt has been laying on thick. Sigh.
Oh yea, finally I am reaching my target of 20 pages. That's really a lot, but still, I'm revising a lot. For example, whenever I read again and find the paragraph not good, I'll delete the whole thing. But it's good, so I can get a better one. A risk though, is that I will end up with a worse one, then my time would have been wasted. But the time spent is fulfiling. So, I guess it's ok. =)
Am I SUCH a kid? Why do my mum have to control me all the time? I mean, I do know where my limits are and I don't go home too late, but the thing is, she don't allow me to go anywhere. And I really mean anywhere. Ok, that's much too bias. She does not allow me to go anywat either alone, or with my friends. Not anywhere too, that's also too biase. It is, anywhere after 6, or on weekends. Not sat and sun, SAT! why? obvious. I know, I know exactly why. She's afraid that if I go Y hope she'll lose me! But, I have already told her so many times that she won't lose me! She just insisting on believing that I'll change, she'll lose me. So? Keep me in the house forever? I can't believe it! Am I to be kept under curfew till the age of 30? Sigh. I'm bad. I'm really bad.