drifting with time

well.. on mon was prom nite.. quite oki.. actualli.. realli like nth, except that the disco part quite fun. haha.. yea.. i also dunno how to sae.. mayb nxt time i'll just post the pictures onto frendster or sth..
Actualli.. i'm not in the best of mood now.. cause well.. rox jus went to shanghai.. just now.. at about six? and jian kai is going to jap.. plus marcus going to beijing too on sat. dunno if i'll be meeting him before that, cause it seems like i'll have loads of things on. haiz..
But the things that i haf on, well.. one is the guitar thingie on fri.. and tmr is the cg.. i realli dun mind going to cg, but the thing is.. haiz.. mayb i realli have changed.
i dun wanna change.. but it seems lately that the more i try not to change, the more i change.. i am losing the things that made mi mi! i wanna smile happily but the more i try, the more i fail.. why?
or maybe it's just that now i'm not in the best of mood, that's why i'm saying such depressing stuff.. well.. hopefully tmr i'll be better. haha..
yepz.. i'm going to set a goal of fifty pages rite now.. yepz!

o lvl's over

well, ever since veri veri long ago i haven been blogging much, but that's mainly cause my computer is spoilt and i can onli go to my cousin's hse to use the computer if i wanna use it.. haha.. but todae is officially the last day of o lvls, for everybody.. yepz. so.. no more. no more stress, no more studying, at least no more of these for one month. yepz..
yep.. and actualli i went to get some stuff with roxy ytd.. in fact, i'm currently at mich's hse. haha.. but if you wan details of the 'expetition' ytd of the shopping for presents thingie, go to rox's blog. haha.. 'coz i'm lazy to type everything out and i tink that she did quite a good job in writing the whole expeience.
anyways, so now that exams are officially over, what am i to do? thought i would be veri veri veri veri vceri happi, but in the end i found out that the absenswe of things to do maks mi kinda... uneasy.. haha. maybe cause after studying for so long, i cant get used to the fact that i dun nid to study again.. at least for this month. haha..
oh yea.. i got a job in teaching a K1 kid, but after talkin to my teacher today, i realized that when i taught him during the first lesson, i was pushing him too much. by k1 he still had not grown any teeth and his IQ is a bit lower than avereage. teacher told mi that i gotta tell him slowly and take my time. that he cannot do wat normal kids can do. yepz.. so i gotta find a way in which i can catch his attention and make him think less but learn more! yea.
haha.. thinking of going on a dance course soon.. hip hop dancing, but that's a see-first thingie. so.. i'm going off now, cant kip hogging mich's com. haha.. b. ^^

the last post before exams

ahh.. i dunno why i'm so like.. slacking right now. Serious. Two more days to O levels! I can't afford to be breaking down right now!
But here I am.
Breaking down.
haha.. but since it's like that i suppose i really gotta rush the final round. Cause to come to think of it, i already have studied everything. Maybe that's why for the past week i haven been studying much. But it's sorta not enough.
I never study enough.
Well, now all i can do is really plan my time wisely. The subjects that i gotta focus on:
e maths. ss. geog. chem. phy.
Revise seriously:
a maths. lit.
Read a little on:
English.

I really want to get my points. It's not like before already. Now I can really feel that I can get what i want. But if i don't. I won't be so down anymore. cause it's not the end. So what if i don't get into the best JC. I can still go to some other place where i can still pursue my dreams. yepz. haha.

Oki. now on that MJC thingie? i find myself not wanting to like. even think about MJC anymore. It's so far. and the attitude might not be the best and everything. I don't want to spend so much time chasing a shadow. What i need now, what i want now, is something that is real. Something i can hold on to. Someone i can trust. Someone who doesnt go for girls by appearance. It's the end, i guess. But maybe not so. Maybe now i can clear my view and look around me, on those who i might meet, who i may have already met.

Oh yea, once more. I gotta jia you and rush the last lap! yea! and all those who are also taking o lvls. GO GO GO !! =P